When You Feel Like Giving Up

 
  I think we all come to a point in life when we feel like no one even cares about what we do in the ministry. None listen or even watch what we have to give in the ministry. It always seem like the wicked always have better then the believers. More money to blow, better cars, better girls, better jobs. I always wonder why its harder doing good then it is doing bad.  Let a believer sin and its like all hell just been unleashed on them. Everyday I have to remind myself that I'm not doing what I do for the world or things in it and of it. I'll feel more like a man going through hard times doing good then doing bad and having to serve hard time. (No hate on the ones that been to jail.) To be honest I'm a man of many sin and mistakes, sometimes I feel like its best if I wasn't even wasting ppl time. But day by day by day God speaks to my heart saying "Keep it pushing!" When I got my hair cut at Sharper Image around my way the barber said "It doesn't matter what you do or how you do it, as long as you save one!" So that is what I make music for and thats why I continue in my walk. I want at least one to make it in heaven because of me. I know I know my number of ppl being saved should be higher. I must be willing to give my all just for one before God give me a whole crowd of ppl. So my words to you please keep pushing for the ones that do pay attention to you. They need you and you should always seek first the kingdom of God.  

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